had an oddly depressing moment on my way back from my lunch break just now: something along the lines of a thought that went like 'you have lived your happiness moment already' and by moment I sorta inferred that I meant era or
x block of time (eg. three weeks in the fall of 2011). but it wasn't truly depressing; I sorta felt relived feeling that feeling, knowing that I could make my own happiness moment to moment by tapping into this sense of calm/peaceful irreverence which has been my form of religion for give or take my entire life. it's ok.